Hope, fear, worry, and faith

I last wrote in this blog right after the inauguration, when the country's optimism was high and hope was the feeling in the air. I still stand by my belief that optimism and hope are something we needed and still need. However, with unemployment rates at 1983 levels and home foreclosures happening just down the street on almost every street in America, optimism is hard to find again, and hope seems like a childish feeling in the face of the economy's harsh reality.

I've not written in here in awhile because I've been "on the road for work" myself. I've been in Texas working with my parents through tax season. I'm grateful for the work, and I honestly enjoy it! It's at times like this that I wish more than ever I could move Arkansas and Louisiana and bring Texas and Tennessee a lot closer together!!

Working with people's taxes, I'm amazed how the economy's downward spiral is a lot like a tornado. Hitting this house and that house, but not touching this other one over here. For every few people that are struggling -- praying for a large refund to get through for awhile longer -- there's that random person who is thriving. Their company is growing or they've just been able to more effectively manage their money. That random person who is proud of their success, but sometimes I get a sense that there's this underlying feeling of guilt to be thriving as others struggle.

Personally, I see those people who are thriving as those beacons of hope that we all still need. Hope is not childish or naive. Faith is not a lack of realism. Fear is to be expected. Worry runs rampant today. But I, personally, choose to use all of them together. Worry and fear to feed my desire to keep fighting. Hope and faith give me the determination and ability to win.

38 more days until April 15, 2009